{"id":1351,"date":"2009-12-08T22:06:29","date_gmt":"2009-12-09T05:06:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.coolkarma.com\/dharma\/?p=1351"},"modified":"2009-12-08T22:06:29","modified_gmt":"2009-12-09T05:06:29","slug":"happy-birthday-to-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/?p=1351","title":{"rendered":"Happy Birthday to Me!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s free admission to DisneyLand on your birthday!\u00a0 But I won&#8217;t be venturing out to the magic kingdom &#8230; not this year, not yet.\u00a0 But perhaps once again one day as my body heals.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-1352 aligncenter\" title=\"snow capped mountains\" src=\"http:\/\/www.coolkarma.com\/dharma\/wp-content\/uploads\/snow-capped-mountains.png\" alt=\"snow capped mountains\" width=\"500\" height=\"228\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/snow-capped-mountains.png 500w, https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/snow-capped-mountains-300x136.png 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 500px) 100vw, 500px\" \/><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">What I do have on this day of rebirth is the first blanket of snow on our mountain tops that I can see from my bedroom window.\u00a0 What a gift from the Universe indeed.\u00a0 Southern California does snow right!\u00a0 We can see it on the mountains from the comfort and warmth of our valley homes but we never have to shovel to get to our cars like we did when I grew up back east.\u00a0 Brrrrrr.\u00a0 I remember those days, the bitter cold, the wind chill factor and the frost bitten toes.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>I was actually quite stunned this morning when I noticed that a little bird bath in my yard had a thin layer of ice floating atop from the chill we had during the night. What a gift to make me giggle inside. In only moments the thin ice melted in the warm sun when I picked it up for this picture.\u00a0 Ahhh yes &#8230; we do snow right.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-medium wp-image-1354\" title=\"dalai eating ice\" src=\"http:\/\/www.coolkarma.com\/dharma\/wp-content\/uploads\/dalai-eating-ice-240x300.png\" alt=\"dalai eating ice\" width=\"240\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/dalai-eating-ice-240x300.png 240w, https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/dalai-eating-ice.png 480w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 240px) 100vw, 240px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>I decided that I wouldn&#8217;t make any plans or expectations for myself today.\u00a0 I would not tell myself to <em>be brave <\/em>when the POTS flairs hit.\u00a0 I wouldn&#8217;t coax the waves with a come hither look, nor would I plan to push them away.\u00a0 Today I would allow myself the space to just FLOW with whatever came into my experience &#8230; I would welcome the thoughts too &#8230; like the No DisneyLand for you Blues that sometimes plays background music in my brain.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No I would not give you false hope on this strange and mournful day&#8221; (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=yyezrr8btIQ\" target=\"_blank\">Ziggy Marley performs<\/a>) &#8212; I\u00a0thought about my\u00a0Mom today around the time she usually calls me on my brithday and\u00a0wished her well, wherever she is.\u00a0 In our soul&#8217;s eye everything is indeed only a motion away.<\/p>\n<p>We are after all &#8230; each of us walking on thin ice &#8230; enjoying the pristine beauty of the moment before the image melts and we are transformed into something new.<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-1356\" title=\"birthday cake slice missing\" src=\"http:\/\/www.coolkarma.com\/dharma\/wp-content\/uploads\/birthday-cake-slice-missing-300x252.jpg\" alt=\"birthday cake slice missing\" width=\"300\" height=\"252\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/birthday-cake-slice-missing-300x252.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/birthday-cake-slice-missing.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s free admission to DisneyLand on your birthday!\u00a0 But I won&#8217;t be venturing out to<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1351","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1351","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1351"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1351\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1360,"href":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1351\/revisions\/1360"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1351"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1351"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1351"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}