{"id":912,"date":"2009-06-01T16:26:20","date_gmt":"2009-06-01T23:26:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.coolkarma.com\/dharma\/?p=912"},"modified":"2009-06-01T22:11:15","modified_gmt":"2009-06-02T05:11:15","slug":"pity-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/?p=912","title":{"rendered":"Pity Me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I remember a few years back as I was dealing with another strange new diagnosis, that I asked my husband through tear filled eyes &#8230; &#8220;Why?!\u00a0 Why is this happening to me?\u00a0 I take such good care of myself.\u00a0 I eat well, I meditate, I don&#8217;t smoke, drink or do drugs.\u00a0 Why do I get such strange diseases?&#8221;\u00a0 He answered with a smile concealed by his beard but felt in his intonation, &#8220;It is BECAUSE you take such good care that the ordinary ailments don&#8217;t stand a chance.&#8221;\u00a0 His words echoed along the curves of my hippocampus this morning, as we drove to the Doctor&#8217;s office to once again embark on a new symptom that was literally taking over my body inch by inch!<\/p>\n<p>You would think after so many years of bizarre symptoms and unheard of syndromes that I would have accepted this mission statement to explore strange new worlds and boldly go where no one has gone before.\u00a0 But the fact is despite all of my Zen, I am still illogical when it comes to this voyage of space and time.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s one thing to understand on an intellectual level that our story of who we are is a conceptual illusion.\u00a0 But when we are in the throes of a body reaction, the neural rut of our conditioned insular cortex seems to go on auto-pilot and we are once again locked into our habitual patterns.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-full wp-image-915\" title=\"yoville-beach-bikini1\" src=\"http:\/\/www.coolkarma.com\/dharma\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/06\/yoville-beach-bikini1.jpg\" alt=\"yoville-beach-bikini1\" width=\"301\" height=\"268\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/06\/yoville-beach-bikini1.jpg 301w, https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/06\/yoville-beach-bikini1-300x267.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 301px) 100vw, 301px\" \/>By design, it is what minds do.\u00a0 The problem of course is not the nature of the mind, but the belief that somehow the mental concepts define what you are.<\/p>\n<p>Pity me?\u00a0 No!\u00a0 Pityriasis!\u00a0 The good news from the Doctor today is that the skin condition is called Pityriasis Rosea.\u00a0 It is self-limiting and will resolve on its own in a matter of 6-8 weeks.\u00a0 Whoo hoo!!\u00a0 So I guess the only bikini I&#8217;ll be wearing this summer will be on Yoville &#8211; where creating the story of your life is the name of the game!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I remember a few years back as I was dealing with another strange new diagnosis,<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[12],"tags":[49],"class_list":["post-912","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-dharma","tag-pityriasis-rosea"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/912","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=912"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/912\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":922,"href":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/912\/revisions\/922"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=912"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=912"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.karmabytes.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=912"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}